Okay, I will try the nod.

Okay, I might have the opportunity tomorrow. See you later.

Thanks, I hope so too. Hope I can catch up with IY at some point, it's been so long since I've talked to her.

She definitely remembers me, she has said "hey _____ (my name)" a few times.

Saw IY today, she was just dropping off some stuff to her friend and left. Don't think she saw me, I was at the back of the room.

I noticed that C put her name down for an 11:20 appointment next Wednesday. I don't think I'll try to intercept her though.

I was also doing some maths work in that same room when PJ suddenly came up to me and asked me if she could borrow a sheet listing all the topics on chemistry, so I gave it to her. Oddly, she took the sheet, and instead of going back to her desk, just stood next to me and read it instead. Or maybe she just needed one quick piece of information, I'm not sure. It may not mean anything.

Personally I do not know what to think of PJ. One of my best friends whom I've known for several years says that she is really full of herself. I think I know what he means. I have seen her display that kind of behaviour before and she seems to expect perfection from teachers and she told me all about how her parents have come in and complained on her behalf. Her parents are REALLY well-off, as in, both have PhDs and when I saw them on parents evening they were really dressed up and just generally posh. When I told PJ that I said I was even considering not going to uni next year because I don't have much money (my family don't earn much money, it is just enough to get by), she seemed to not understand me at all, telling me that finance "shouldn't be an issue". Well, it is for me and for lots of my friends who only earn a small percentage of the national average... what I am basically saying is that PJ may be a 'snob'.

I accept it but I don't think I'd like to be with someone like that.

I am sorry to hear that. The place I grew up was pretty traumatising.

Who knows, I might find a quality I really like about her, but I haven't found one yet.

Went to a 2-hour class on curve sketching at another school today, just sketching interesting functions like e^(e^x) or ln(ln(lnx)). They paired us up with other people but I was pretty annoyed, because I wanted to be with one of the girls, but I got a guy instead. They run the class every 2 weeks, there are a few cute girls there that I'd like to talk to but didn't get to today. Supposedly the next classes will be on number theory, combinatorics and series...

I would have liked some mechanics thrown in there too.

What's wrong with mechanics?

Also, do you think I should wait for PJ to e-mail me or is it time to e-mail her again? I am getting frustrated that she has not told me if she has feelings for me yet.

Hmm. I like it only when it involves lots of mathematical techniques.

No, I did not ask her. I'm not sure if it is the right time, but I want to get her in a position where it would be a good time for her to admit it. Then again, she did ignore my last e-mail out of spite, and would someone who liked me really try to spite me?

So what do I do? I was the last person to e-mail PJ. Is the ball in her court?

Okay, I will wait.