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And it would be nice to have someone I was attracted to, to cuddle up to at night.
I am lonely. He is lonely, by his own admission. What was I after? Companionship and he also lives not far from the college. I could have stayed more often.
Wow, I never thought of it like that. He gave me many compliments. But why would he want to let me go?
what did i leave out? He was obviously inexperienced. I am older so naturally I would be moreso experienced. Is that what you mean?
To me it was all good except the mail i came home to today.
So, you are saying maybe I am getting karma, even though I rocked his world?
Yes, I have dumped every man I was ever with except one.
I've lost page 2, where did it go?
Well, if he was smitten, then he would want it to continue. By saying what he did, it makes me feel like trash. It was his idea.
so why dump me. I am not usually the one who gets dumped.
how is dumping a woman after rolling her "flattering."
how so.
You should have seen my long reply.
the entire evening and the connection
"we", it was his idea
no, it just said we were moving too fast.
a parole officer talking to a pastor??? Does not sound likely.
so you know why i am crushed. Now, I don't know whether i was a one night stand or not. But it is likely I was, and I am devastated.
no calls after the date no.
Then i got home this evening and he'd left this:
"sorry i havent been in touch. i feel kinda guilty about what we did the other night. i talked to my pastor about it and he agrees we moved to fast..i m sorry but i just dont think its going to work. maybe if we hadnt moved so fast but its too late cause we already did..i wish u all the best..."his first name afterward.
I had built my hopes up, since we clicked and he was a good looking man. He said I was beautiful, intelligent and easy to talk to.
I went home, he texted me goodnight sweetie. I texted him Sun. and Mon. just short stuff and no answer.
I figured we'd go out next weekend too.
So as a man you know what happened next.
Intelligent conversation and candles
Dinner, his apartment, the beach, the moon, more of the beach and moon, back to his apartment.
Ok, i have known him about a month. He called last Friday night and wanted me to meet him at 2 in the morning. He'd been drinking, so I said no.
He said how about tomorrow night (last Sat. night), I said yes.
He said he was always lonely, and I was lonely too. Of course he was only 33. I figured he was on the level. He's intelligent and works within the law enforcement. But didn't think. I did not think.
You are a man, so you can imagine what happened.