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I don't know if it's a compliment that he had to see a pastor after i was finished with him or not. That's never happened.
Southern? Controlling?
thats when he went for my hair
we had discussed writing something together, earlier. He looked through it. I must have been distracting.
I have to be doing something wrong if I don't have a man n my life, who I care about (mutual)
I took my drawing journal with me, so it's not like I was not prepared to do something else with him.
I'm not overweight, not ugly, not stupid. So, what am i doing wrong?
So, alone is what i will be i guess. Go back to school next month like an old lady, buried without love.
He asked me out. I am bold, but this time he asked me till i agreed.
I think I intimidate men.
I will die alone probably, due to the way I am. Controlling etc.
he picked me, remember?
I have never done social sites. I met him on one a month ago. Was disgusted with it and he mailed me more often when i told him so.
about the Southern girl part. I am a native Tennessean, so I am deep Southern in roots, as in the hills.
just because he is a man?
BUt I didn't do anything wrong. He is calling it "too soon," when the night before he was drunk. So he dumps me and it's ok? Doesn't sound right.
(I read your post)
less, why do you ask? Are you thinking Bible Belt or something. He told me he was going to church the next day and wanted to start living a better life.
less, why do you ask? Are you thinking Bible Belt or something. He told me he was going to church the next day and wanted to start living a better life.
not at all. This is on the coast of Wilmington
yes, but not the deep South
I have to survive this, or I won't accept any more dates.
I took the cap off and the first thing he went for was my long silky hair
long s l e e v e
I wore a baseball cap, shorts frayed and long sleep hooded shirt. If I had known where it was going, I could have worn stuff to really push him up the wall.
So there it is, crushed female who had been given false hope, from just one night. Maybe I was too overwhelming. Maybe I should have dressed more appropriately. I was casual and he was sorta not. So many maybe's and what if's and he is finished with me, for foolish reasons.
I could have made him happy. I would have.